I started purging today so I can heal. I took pictures of you/us off my wall, threw away 72 key cards. The 42 Christmas, birthday, and anniversary cards and 17 concert/sports tickets (not including e-tickets never printed) all fit in a brown paper bag. 8 1/2 years in paper bag in my closet. Actually yesterday I deleted a joint website account we had, blocked your friends. Blocked and unblocked you on several things. I can’t bear to completely do that yet though I should.