Well, living through a pandemic sure puts things into perspective. 2020 has been shit. It’s like the universe fell apart when we broke up. I’ve been too distracted to cry over that the last several days at least. Until just now as I wrote that. That’s okay. Our 9 year anniversary would’ve been this Saturday. Still makes me sad. But now I’m letting myself get hung up on someone else I’ve liked for a long time but who is completely unavailable and uninterested in a real thing. I don’t know why I do this to myself.